Tuesday, July 21, 2009

It's not what it seems


It's not what it seems
but the hurt you feel is real
It's not what it seems
but you left suddenly sad and angry

It's not what it seems
but you hide and cover your heart
It's not what it seems
but you feel hurt and mistrust

It's not what it seems
but you remember how you hate this feeling
It's not what it seems
but you begin to wound and bleed in pain

It's not what it seems
but you begin to close your heart again

Oh how I wish that everything I do will keep you strong and never hurt you. I want always to make you free, free to feel, free to explore, free to learn, free to grow, free to know love. I want always to be your sanctuary, your refuge, the strong fertile earth beneath your steps.

Feel safe and confident and take me with you to all your special places. Take me to the tip of the tallest treetops and there tell me you love me as we look out as far as we can see. Take me to the foot of the oldest living trees and there pray with them for our happiness together. Oh how their love for the moon and stars has grown over thousands of years. The romance of every night sky nurtures their souls making time standstill for all eternity as they live forever.

Lie with me in a bed of wildflowers and let us look at the heavens and feel the millions of sparkling diamonds against the black vastness of space. Take me in all the colors of splendor up to other worlds and let us make glisten the stars of their heavens as we smile softly looking into deep loving eyes mirrors of peace, calm, confidence, connection and contentedness. Millions of possibilities welling up inside us will always pour forth new experiences, new thoughts, new feelings, new understandings, fresh and vibrantly alive...

It's not what it seems
I am yours forever

4 comments:

  1. Life is never what it seems dear. The secret is to love with others in mind, laugh when it hurts so bad you want to explode, and find the joy in the doing so. Be well Bitti. Love you.

    ReplyDelete
  2. thank you for reading, thinking and sharing

    ReplyDelete
  3. Many things are not what they seem. Its a shame to make assumptions and accusations that are incorrect and hurtful. Worse would be if that destroys a beautiful friendship.

    Our Second lives can be such a blessing if we allow it. I know there was a time when my Second was so blissful I would float though my First.

    ReplyDelete
  4. .... thank you for your beautiful needle in my skin with electrifying tones of words and emotions... i feel you across the waters and mountains... and only the moon that that is above me makes me feel that you too are seeing its light across the waves too :-) i am not alone...

    ReplyDelete