Wednesday, April 29, 2009

Missing You

(Tee by Nessy Shepherd)

Oh Sweet Lover
You Gentle Artist
You Passionate Poet
My Sweet Sweet Lover

Oh I Wish
Only for an Instant
Only for a Moment
To Just Close My Eyes

Breathing Deep
Holding it in Fullness and Hope
Thinking, Feeling
Longing To Be...With You

Oh Sweet Poet,
Oh Sweet Lover,
Oh How I Wish When My Eyes Open,
You Are Here...With Me

Alas, Breath Escapes
Slipping Away In a Sigh

You Live in My Mind
I Feel You in My Heart
It is There You Are
And will Always be...With Me

But I Miss You

Thursday, April 16, 2009

Distant Silence


Off in the silent distance you watch a young woman moving through her life's lessons longing to find understanding seeking meaning and purpose. Sometimes she busys herself with mundane efforts or duties as chores to keep hurt and pain from absorbing her again.

Each new chapter of her book of life opens; rarely dramatically, mostly silently, hidden beneath the noise of the obvious waiting to reveal meaning gradually, slowly, carefully, oh so carefully as if a precious treasure to be found only when she might be ready to receive it.

You are curiously aware of her struggling, of her budding strength but notice more her weakness and few fleeting successes with constant challenges that strap her fast as ropes harnessed on so many points of her being. She sweats and strains to loosen that which binds her but always stops spent and exhausted relaxing against that all too familiar embrace.

You see her but watch with distant silence.

You blink, you breathe, you look away, you don't care, she has no meaning to you as you lose yourself in the noise of your obvious.

Precious treasures groan under the weight of another lesson lost, still hidden as the chapter closes knowing your next lesson will soon unfold as it always has and it always will.

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

Gobzillions


Gobzillions. Wow that must be a lot and far more than a whole bunch. I love that word, gobzillion. I heard it used by a radio DJ sometime recently and I had to say it out loud almost immediately. It is a really fun word and will probably make it into our daily speech just like gob did.

You know a whole gob of something means a lot more than a little. You know you need to gob on the sun screen especially after a long winter's paling. Ugh, the first season burn is always the most painful so you better use big ol' globs of sunscreen and gob it on real good.

Gobzillion is probably the number of rabbit, rabbit, rabbit wishes I've made each of these past month firsts. Welcome to April everybody... another 3Rabbit Day today with wishes for renewal, peace, beauty and happiness.

Why gobzillion? Well, if you take three new rabbits every month and let them mate with all the other prior month rabbits and keep doing this on every 3Rabbit Day as long as you can keep remembering... well you get it... you get to having gobzillions of rabbits and rabbit wishes for growth and happiness.

So I wish each and all of us gobzillions of blessings in this coming month and may we feel the wonderful blessings of Springtime in all its glory overwash whatever foolish manmade disasters we seem to have foisted upon ourselves. May we move away from the Fool and focus on what really truly matters and is important and take care of each other.