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- Bittitee
- Welcome to my apparent mania...there will be colorful bursts of unwaivering hope and pure joy peppered with some deep plunges into darker thoughts and feelings...hopefully they balance in the end...I feel gloriously hopeful most of the time...and I truly believe the world will be right only when poets reign. "In artistic matters, I am a supernaturalist. I believe that the artist can not find all his forms in nature, but that the most remarkable are revealed to him in his soul" ...Heinrich Heine
When you're in the thots of another, are you really alone? When they're in yours, is there a connection? What is it that prevents those thots from becoming more than signals in our minds? Pride? Fear of rejection? Those are sometimes real, but often they are creations of our own minds. Will you allow that to keep you alone?
ReplyDeletewooo hooo!! you are never alone!! your thoughts are with me... and how do I know that? .... :-) i was at borders having coffee, and i passed by the geography section and looked at some books of well you know what! and then I passed a few books about poets and how their words can penetrate another persons soul :-) .. and then!!! I went to see a late night movie that just ended at 2 am... and...hmmm am home and guess what...am putting my thoughts to words! oh wait!! this is not tweeter!! ohhh its okay!! am excited!! ...ok am calm now.... wow :-)
ReplyDeleteMy Dear sweet Bitti,
ReplyDeleteI don't often agree with "Annon" above but in this case I concede, well in part anyway. Our lives can indeed be entwined over vast distances through the thoughts and memories of our dearest friends and most trustworthy acquaintances. The thought of a special time, a musing event that brings a wry smile to you lips, or a moment of recalled guffawing over a calamity of hilarity. These are The trappings of relationships that bind our hearts together.
Alas, I know, as well as any, that it is no consolation for the lonely heart to hear of connection in the mind rather than the warm touch of a gentle hug and the loving gaze of a dear friend over a tea cup in the morning. Nor a worthy substitute of word fitly spoken in the intimate embrace of like minded soul.
I have found that the loneliness of life comes to me most when I become more focused on what I want rather than what I can do for others. It seems that the constant fulfilling of the desires of the flesh, for me, leads only to despair and desire for more of the same with no contentment lasting longer than seemingly a breath after the experience. It all seems so full of vanity when it's all about me.
But when I'm most fulfilled, whether alone or not, is when I am using my gifts and talents to help others shine, I never feel alone. I know you know, someone who never leaves you dear. In times of deepest despair for me, He is always there. give Him a call.
Love You Much Bitti,
Macey
Thank you Anon(s) for kindly reading and sharing your thoughts. Thank you Macey for reading and sharing your thoughts and kind advice. I appreciate and welcome them all very much. Love you all, Tee
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